Graduate, find a job, and become a productive member of society. Got those things handled. I am done with school for the time being, I have started my job, purchased insurance and all those other grown up things. And now what...
Anyways I am a few days into the job and I like it so far. Good company and good coworkers. We had an orientation event last week and then some of us got together and hung out this weekend so that was cool. A lot of us are new to the town and having friends my age is nice. One of the things I was looking forward to the most about leaving school was living alone. I'm still on the fence about it, I love having a clean place when I come home and I don't mind washing my dishes because I know they are mine but I am not used to all the quiet. It is going to take some adjustment.
Well this is just a quick update, I can't really fall asleep early yet so I just suffer at work but before 1 is an improvement. I have a few things to update you guys on with friends if anyone actually cares, well actually I am going to write to clear my head about shit but I don't want to rehash that right now. For now I am going to try and sleep.
Hope you guys have been well. Here is a tune I have been digging.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Monday, May 2, 2011
My Life
So it is a monday and I am posting. This just is a week later than I said I would post so I want to apologize for that. Not that anyone really cares, but I still want to say it. Anyways as school is wrapping up. As in I have 8 classes total left and then two exams starting later this week and then I graduate and move all my stuff to my new place and start a new life for myself.
I have a lot to say about that and I imagine as I get settled in my new city I will post a lot because will be living alone won't have nearly as much going on. Right now I am trying to balance my time between my last bit of school work, making the most of the night with my friends and having good time with the GF before I move away.
Things with us are going much better now and I am optimistic about our summer even with us living in separate places. Only time will tell there. Anyways this is really just a filler post, I am avoiding a 5 pg paper on a book I have not read. But this is at least the last of those I will ever write. Anyways guys I hope everyone is getting to enjoy this nice weather (no tornados) and I will be back in a couple weeks.
I have a lot to say about that and I imagine as I get settled in my new city I will post a lot because will be living alone won't have nearly as much going on. Right now I am trying to balance my time between my last bit of school work, making the most of the night with my friends and having good time with the GF before I move away.
Things with us are going much better now and I am optimistic about our summer even with us living in separate places. Only time will tell there. Anyways this is really just a filler post, I am avoiding a 5 pg paper on a book I have not read. But this is at least the last of those I will ever write. Anyways guys I hope everyone is getting to enjoy this nice weather (no tornados) and I will be back in a couple weeks.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Postsecret
Friday, April 8, 2011
I almost made this post Rebecca Black themed.
So it is Friday and thanks to Ms. Rebecca Black we all now have a really great song to sing about it. And while that is reason enough to make this post about her song because it is Friday (yesterday was Thursday, I'm glad she made the song educational) that is not the approach I am taking.
I had a true Rebecca Black decision to make this week. She was so concerned about what seat to take in the car with her 13 yo friends (NO seat, they can't drive, this is a car accident waiting to happen). Her options being the front or back. I made a very similar decision this week as I had to choose from two different job offers. Yep, two companies wanted to hire my perpetually hung over but still hardworking butt to work for them. I would say that the first company was more like the front seat, more business professional and had a much older group of people working for them where as the company for the back seat is much younger and much more of a casual work environment. The backseat company was also in a cooler city and offered the chance to do work I am more interested in.
So which seat did I take?? The backseat. I really felt it was the right place for me and I am really pumped about it. I am most likely starting in the middle of the summer so I will have time to live a little before I enter the working world. Anyways guys this is just a short post. I have to run to class and then it is time for drinking to start for the weekend. Have a good one guys. I promise to not complain as much on here anymore, my life is going in a good direction and I am determined to enjoy my twenties. I hope everyone has a #winning weekend.
This is a throw back drinking tune that I am a little obsessed with.
I had a true Rebecca Black decision to make this week. She was so concerned about what seat to take in the car with her 13 yo friends (NO seat, they can't drive, this is a car accident waiting to happen). Her options being the front or back. I made a very similar decision this week as I had to choose from two different job offers. Yep, two companies wanted to hire my perpetually hung over but still hardworking butt to work for them. I would say that the first company was more like the front seat, more business professional and had a much older group of people working for them where as the company for the back seat is much younger and much more of a casual work environment. The backseat company was also in a cooler city and offered the chance to do work I am more interested in.
So which seat did I take?? The backseat. I really felt it was the right place for me and I am really pumped about it. I am most likely starting in the middle of the summer so I will have time to live a little before I enter the working world. Anyways guys this is just a short post. I have to run to class and then it is time for drinking to start for the weekend. Have a good one guys. I promise to not complain as much on here anymore, my life is going in a good direction and I am determined to enjoy my twenties. I hope everyone has a #winning weekend.
This is a throw back drinking tune that I am a little obsessed with.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
A thousand different directions
My life is headed in a thousand different directions right now and I really need to be asleep but I can't sleep. I am out of town and the beds in this hotel are not comfortable. So instead I am writing this. Well I am actually not writing anything and I should be studying for one of the last midterms I will ever take but I am not. So here I am typing out my thoughts.
After my last post I need to clarify some stuff about GF2 and I's relationship. One, we are not that serious. We are serious in the fact that we don't sleep apart at night unless we really have to and that we know each others routines and I know that if she had a tough day at school she will go straight to the gym but if her classes went better than expected she will wait for me. Which brings me to my next thing, we are coming to a major cross roads and while I talked about the future before, we both know that is a long ways off. I will be leaving in less than two months most likely for a city that is either 5 or 6 hours away depending on which job offer I accept (yes I have two pretty much in the bag, hence me being gone right now, but I still don't know where I will be) and she has to stay. She has a long term commitment (read graduate school) at the same place we went to Undergrad. So that pushes any talk of the future far off into the future.
Some things I know for sure about my future is that I will be employed after I graduate. The fact that the actual date is less than two months away freaks me out, but still I will have a job And I have decided that in a few years I want to go back to school to get my MBA. I am staying more to the west for my potential careers so heading back east to get my MBA would be great as long as my family is still around.
Okay in summary. I liked that GF2 talked about the future because after everything went down I was worried shit was unfixable. I have gotten my act together in the relationship as well and I plan on enjoying it for the next two months. When I move, I will let whatever happens, happen. I will be moving because by June 1 I will be employed somewhere with a salary. I also at some point plan on going back to school. Thats all for now. This post was all over and I apologize for that. Sometimes I write these and forget you guys don't have the whole story. I won't be having kids anytime soon, so no worries.
Random fact of the day. In the last 5 weeks I have been to over 1/5 of the states. Lot of miles on the road. Anyways have a good one guys and I promise to write more later. Hope you enjoy this song. Tyrone is pretty great.
After my last post I need to clarify some stuff about GF2 and I's relationship. One, we are not that serious. We are serious in the fact that we don't sleep apart at night unless we really have to and that we know each others routines and I know that if she had a tough day at school she will go straight to the gym but if her classes went better than expected she will wait for me. Which brings me to my next thing, we are coming to a major cross roads and while I talked about the future before, we both know that is a long ways off. I will be leaving in less than two months most likely for a city that is either 5 or 6 hours away depending on which job offer I accept (yes I have two pretty much in the bag, hence me being gone right now, but I still don't know where I will be) and she has to stay. She has a long term commitment (read graduate school) at the same place we went to Undergrad. So that pushes any talk of the future far off into the future.
Some things I know for sure about my future is that I will be employed after I graduate. The fact that the actual date is less than two months away freaks me out, but still I will have a job And I have decided that in a few years I want to go back to school to get my MBA. I am staying more to the west for my potential careers so heading back east to get my MBA would be great as long as my family is still around.
Okay in summary. I liked that GF2 talked about the future because after everything went down I was worried shit was unfixable. I have gotten my act together in the relationship as well and I plan on enjoying it for the next two months. When I move, I will let whatever happens, happen. I will be moving because by June 1 I will be employed somewhere with a salary. I also at some point plan on going back to school. Thats all for now. This post was all over and I apologize for that. Sometimes I write these and forget you guys don't have the whole story. I won't be having kids anytime soon, so no worries.
Random fact of the day. In the last 5 weeks I have been to over 1/5 of the states. Lot of miles on the road. Anyways have a good one guys and I promise to write more later. Hope you enjoy this song. Tyrone is pretty great.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Update and some thoughts on manners.
Just a quick update as I am just stopping in for some lunch before I head out again for the day, but I wanted to blog more as my big life decisions get closer. In that area GF2 and I have been all over the place this week. We have had some trust issues, her trusting me, after how she found out and then after I wasn't completely forthcoming about a friendship I have, but now I have been and we are working on it. But on monday a bunch of people were hanging out and she just got really upset and pissy with me and I didn't know exactly what was bothering her, but I figured it out eventually and then we talked about it and she told me it was the trust issue that got her upset. This is after her telling me she could see herself spending the rest of her life with me this past weekend and last night we went out and talked about out ideas about a timeline for engagement, marriage, and kids. This was a pretty general conversation but at 22 it kind of threw me for a loop. Anyways I am working on our future and as I head out for final round interviews in the next few weeks I will be using the drive time to sort shit out in my head.
Okay what has really been bothering me is an e-mail from a lady I work with on campus. I help her out with events around campus and I had volunteered to help with one next week, told I wasn't needed and then in the end they did need me. But to tell me they need me this lady sent me the longest back handed complement e-mail I have ever gotten. Telling me I did great last time I helped out but here are four or seven things you did that were not so good and I won't be there this time so I have assigned you a baby sitter. Anyways I can't help out cause I have an interview and will be out of town, but this bitch is only 8 months older than me and pretty much told me she needs my help but lsat time I helped I sucked. Well clearly I don't suck too much because Ill be working for a corporation making almost double what she does as administrative assistant for a college. Sorry I am being such a dick here, but I have gone out of my way to help her and her office and I didn't need her shit.
Anyways. Song time. If anyone listens to these... Well I don't really care cause this is for me. (The music that is) and this is Yellowcard's new song. I loved these guys when I was younger and I don't mind this song (okay that is a lie, a friend gave it to me and I listened to it on repeat for an hour or so). Anyways I'll write again tomorrow and I should be nice and hung over after a night out for St. Patty's day. Have a good one guys.
Okay what has really been bothering me is an e-mail from a lady I work with on campus. I help her out with events around campus and I had volunteered to help with one next week, told I wasn't needed and then in the end they did need me. But to tell me they need me this lady sent me the longest back handed complement e-mail I have ever gotten. Telling me I did great last time I helped out but here are four or seven things you did that were not so good and I won't be there this time so I have assigned you a baby sitter. Anyways I can't help out cause I have an interview and will be out of town, but this bitch is only 8 months older than me and pretty much told me she needs my help but lsat time I helped I sucked. Well clearly I don't suck too much because Ill be working for a corporation making almost double what she does as administrative assistant for a college. Sorry I am being such a dick here, but I have gone out of my way to help her and her office and I didn't need her shit.
Anyways. Song time. If anyone listens to these... Well I don't really care cause this is for me. (The music that is) and this is Yellowcard's new song. I loved these guys when I was younger and I don't mind this song (okay that is a lie, a friend gave it to me and I listened to it on repeat for an hour or so). Anyways I'll write again tomorrow and I should be nice and hung over after a night out for St. Patty's day. Have a good one guys.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Busy Busy Busy
Hey guys, hope everyone is doing well. It has been a while. I have a lot to write about and now that I am done traveling for a while I may actually have time to get some posts done this week. I can't believe I am in the home stretch of my last semester of college and I feel like it has been flying by. I am enjoying it, but the fact that in the next two to three weeks I will figure out where I will live and what my career will be for the next few years is a little mind boggling. Anyways a lot has been going on recently so I have a few different things to post about.
This is about GF 2 and I. Her and I have been having a lot more sex recently, I'm not sure why but it has happened. More so than before. I wish I could say I learned some awesome tricks or something but clearly I am doing well cause she has been waking me up in the morning early just to get some, and she loves her sleep, and this is after having sex before we go to bed the night before. Anyways because of the increase of frequency our chance of mistakes was increased as well. She had just switched birth controls so the first month you are not protected and of course, I got drunk and we had sex and in the middle of doing it the condom came off and I didn't realize. I did realize it suddenly felt better but not until after we both got off did I realize that the condom was laying on the other side of the bed from one or two position changes ago. So I realize what has happened and know that I have to say something, and then I have to get up at 3 am and start looking online at what time the pharmacy across town opens up. This is not how I wanted my night to go.
I had to go to work in the morning and thankfully her roommate took her to get it, but that morning in the shower all I could think of was having a kid. And how kids with my current gf would be pretty great and that they would be smart and good looking (hopefully) and it was just something I could actually see in my future. And all day whenever I saw little kids and when I hand with my family later that week who has little kids in the back of the mind I wondered what a bunch of little "guys next door" would be like. (I need a better name for myself... and suggestions from the few people who actually read what I write?) Anyways this transition nicely into the next couple posts about my future and was something that stuck with me. I know plan B isn't that uncommon in college (it should be, but that is a whole other discussion about our generation, I don't care if you have sex but it really isn't that hard to get condoms, you can get them for free walking to class some days) but the whole thing made me think of my future and it cemented in my mind the idea that I want 2 or 3 kids and I want them to be biologically mine. I think....
Anyways guys that is it for now. Here is a great song that has nothing to do with my post but I have had it stuck in my head the past couple days.
This is about GF 2 and I. Her and I have been having a lot more sex recently, I'm not sure why but it has happened. More so than before. I wish I could say I learned some awesome tricks or something but clearly I am doing well cause she has been waking me up in the morning early just to get some, and she loves her sleep, and this is after having sex before we go to bed the night before. Anyways because of the increase of frequency our chance of mistakes was increased as well. She had just switched birth controls so the first month you are not protected and of course, I got drunk and we had sex and in the middle of doing it the condom came off and I didn't realize. I did realize it suddenly felt better but not until after we both got off did I realize that the condom was laying on the other side of the bed from one or two position changes ago. So I realize what has happened and know that I have to say something, and then I have to get up at 3 am and start looking online at what time the pharmacy across town opens up. This is not how I wanted my night to go.
I had to go to work in the morning and thankfully her roommate took her to get it, but that morning in the shower all I could think of was having a kid. And how kids with my current gf would be pretty great and that they would be smart and good looking (hopefully) and it was just something I could actually see in my future. And all day whenever I saw little kids and when I hand with my family later that week who has little kids in the back of the mind I wondered what a bunch of little "guys next door" would be like. (I need a better name for myself... and suggestions from the few people who actually read what I write?) Anyways this transition nicely into the next couple posts about my future and was something that stuck with me. I know plan B isn't that uncommon in college (it should be, but that is a whole other discussion about our generation, I don't care if you have sex but it really isn't that hard to get condoms, you can get them for free walking to class some days) but the whole thing made me think of my future and it cemented in my mind the idea that I want 2 or 3 kids and I want them to be biologically mine. I think....
Anyways guys that is it for now. Here is a great song that has nothing to do with my post but I have had it stuck in my head the past couple days.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Hormones
My Hormones have been off the charts recently. I will get some with GF2 and then a few hours later be looking for more. And the frustrating thing is I am really looking for a little man to man action. At least that is what I am craving right now. The sex with GF2 is getting better than it has been ever and it is also much more frequent but in my down time I find myself with a hand down my pants thinking about having my other hand down some other guys pants. I really wish that I had a chill guy who I could just kick back with and get off with every once and a while. I have tried that a few times in college, 1 turned into BF1/Jake, another guy was chill for a while till his guilt for enjoying sucking a guy off got to him, and the third guy ended up being an ass. So over 4 years my three attempts have gone down in flames every time and I am left with my hand and some porn.
That isn't my only issue, I can't determine what I am looking for. Right now I am just coasting as I try and figure out my plans for next year. I have interviews in the next two weeks, so hopefully things will start to shape up for me. I feel like that is the theme of all my posts these days. I am stuck in idle and while my life sits in a spot of uncertainty, my dick is ready to jump out of my pants and play with whatever is around. This is much better to last semester where I got so stressed about my future I didn't even think about sex for two weeks till I snapped out of it.
Luckily for me I have a ski trip and and a spring break in FL to look forward to. Until I go on my vacations I am just going to try and relax. In other news I HAVE to talk to Kyle this week about how mad at him I after he fucked me over. It is sad that I can barely be in a room with him without getting mad, and I really have not had time to talk to him because we have very opposite schedules and there are always people around if we are both home. I need to man up though, and I have a deadline.
What I really need to do is finish writing out my college years because if you have read this from the start or at least from this post you think I am a total man whore. Which upon reflection, my freshmen year will not help you think otherwise, but I have calmed down... somewhat. That will not be happening today as I have a ton of homework to get done and want to go out after my night class (sorry this isn't my first priority, but it makes top five with booze sex school and sleep)
As for today's song, this is a new song by the lead singer of fall out boy but he is doing his own thing now. I didn't love Fall Out Boy, I saw them in concert when I went to see Blink-182 in concert and they were okay but for some reason this song has stuck with me all day today. Depression is a little bit like happy hour, right? It's always got to be happening somewhere on any given night.
That isn't my only issue, I can't determine what I am looking for. Right now I am just coasting as I try and figure out my plans for next year. I have interviews in the next two weeks, so hopefully things will start to shape up for me. I feel like that is the theme of all my posts these days. I am stuck in idle and while my life sits in a spot of uncertainty, my dick is ready to jump out of my pants and play with whatever is around. This is much better to last semester where I got so stressed about my future I didn't even think about sex for two weeks till I snapped out of it.
Luckily for me I have a ski trip and and a spring break in FL to look forward to. Until I go on my vacations I am just going to try and relax. In other news I HAVE to talk to Kyle this week about how mad at him I after he fucked me over. It is sad that I can barely be in a room with him without getting mad, and I really have not had time to talk to him because we have very opposite schedules and there are always people around if we are both home. I need to man up though, and I have a deadline.
What I really need to do is finish writing out my college years because if you have read this from the start or at least from this post you think I am a total man whore. Which upon reflection, my freshmen year will not help you think otherwise, but I have calmed down... somewhat. That will not be happening today as I have a ton of homework to get done and want to go out after my night class (sorry this isn't my first priority, but it makes top five with booze sex school and sleep)
As for today's song, this is a new song by the lead singer of fall out boy but he is doing his own thing now. I didn't love Fall Out Boy, I saw them in concert when I went to see Blink-182 in concert and they were okay but for some reason this song has stuck with me all day today. Depression is a little bit like happy hour, right? It's always got to be happening somewhere on any given night.
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