Sunday, June 3, 2012

Do me a solid...

Two days in a row... don't get used to it.

But anyways, I am writing to ask that whoever reads this calls someone you love but haven't talked to in a while and tell them just how much you love them. It sounds corny but I just spent the day mourning because someone lost their chance to... So I don't care if it is an old roommate, you uncle, your next door neighbor, or your grandmother. Tell someone you love them, just because you can.


Saturday, June 2, 2012

Friday night in.

Its Friday night and I am in bed with a beer and no pants on... alone. Sometimes life gets in the way of raging all weekend (I hear this is called being responsible) so here I am about to pass out. I am in a weird mood tonight after this past week. I had a great Memorial Day weekend filled with pool time, drinking, and friends, all in the name of those who have served our country (my eternal thanks for what you have done for us) but the week had a weird vibe and work was even more stressful than usual.

I don't really know what I have to say tonight, I am in a weird off mood so I think I might just pass out but I wanted to post that I am alive and kicking. I am currently horny as hell so some self love is going to be required before sleep. Ill probably just grab some lotion and go to town, not that you guys want to know, but I am moving away from porn. It gets the job done and also a great motivation to get my ass to the gym (4 times this week, I might die, I have not worked out this much since the start of senior year) but I feel like it numbs you a little bit. I am never going to have an orgy at the gym or have 2 girls and another guy come over and have a game of cards turn into hoooot sex. I have my own version of hot sex and I am trying to focus a little more on real life and not on fantasy, its that whole controlling what I can thing I talked about. Anyways guys (and maybe girls, I really don't know) thanks for reading another short rambling from Guy Next Door.

Here is a tune I have had stuck in my head recently. Also, apparently I LOVE parenthetical insertions, sorry I am not sorry about that one.

 I'll just admit, I'm just the same as I was, now don't you understand, I'm never changing who I am. 


Sunday, May 20, 2012

7 drafts, but almost only counts in horseshoes and hand grenades.

I live. And of course am posting long after I said I would... but no lives by this so that is fine. What have I been doing? I just finished celebrating/mourning a full year passing since college and as I sit here propped up in bed hung over as hell I am actively pondering how I managed to do this 3 to 5 times a week in college, have a job, go to class, and find a career after school. Now doing laundry after a day of work is straining... okay that is a little exaggerated but you get my point.

So a couple people asked what I meant with my family, no I did not come out to them or anything like that. My parents actually split up, well more like my mom replaced our family out of no where last summer and at points I was the only person everyone in my family has been talking to.  Last summer went awesome college grad with my entire family, and by Labor Day my mom lived with a new family, and my sister was melting down at college and my Dad was a shell of himself. Pros that have come out of this situation: My dad is my best friend and him and I have grown much closer, my sister and I are also much closer. We are a couple years apart and pretty different, she rolled with the smart crowd in high school (read nerd, she took an extra AP math class her senior year), I rolled with a more social activity centered group (read drinking every weekend). But since this shit storm landed on our heads I have really taken on the big bro responsibility of looking out for her. This has included telling both my parents they were being fucking idiots at time. 

Anyways we are moving on and I just have to accept that things will not be the same. I pray every night for god to grant me the strength to change the things I can, and accept the things I can't. The hardest thing to deal with about all this was having this relationship you think is perfect and that I have spent most of my life admiring and wanting to emulate when I settle down come crashing down. More than that it was the disappointment I felt and still feel about how my parents acted, I have heard people say that as parents the hardest thing is when kids disappoint you, not anger you, and after this year I know that to be true. No one had really ever disappointed me in such a grand fashion before.

So anyways I guess I will post a couple more posts on here. I didn't think I had much left to say but just getting that out was great. I have talked about it with people and I could not have made it through this year with out my GF or a couple other people, but don't forget bro, Kelly Clarkson has taught us that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Alright time for me to shower and head to brunch (read drunch, this guy needs a bloody mary). Hope everyone has an awesome day, whenever you guys read this. I would say when I am going to post next, but we all know that has no standing with me. 

No music or pictures today, just my ramblings.

Saturday, March 31, 2012

5 months. No, that can't be right...

It has been 5 months since I have been on here and for that I apologize for the pure and simple of fact that I gave no explanation of my disappearance. Not that I really think anyone reads this but I like to think that once upon a time someone did. (ego inflation) Anyways my life is pretty much where I left it last time I was here, my family is in shambles and I am holding it together with weekend trips and scotch tape. My personal life if great, the job is going really well and I am already up for another promotion which would mean maybe even more travel. I hope everyone out there in blog world is doing well. I plan on writing a post or two tomorrow because  I will be bored and have internet access and have some shit on my mind.

Hope everyone out there is getting laid and staying safe.

Guy Next Door.

Just like back in the day. Here is a good tune to listen to while you ponder what fuck I did for 5 months, or you don't ponder that and just go on with your life. Either way, listen to the song.